One Year Ago Today

Tonight, at exactly 7 p.m. one year ago I was sitting in a restaurant eating sushi with my best friend. The phone call I took changed my life forever. It is a surreal moment watching your best friends tears silently pour down her face as she learns, like I was learning, I have cancer. I …

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Unwavering Faith

I watch as she peacefully sleeps praying over her mom With unwavering faith she knows where her hope comes from. Exhausted, determined to make the most of their time remaining, Reading scripture, sweet messages from friends, family and waiting.   “I will love you always, my special Lady” adorns a sweet bouquet; A loving husbands …

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Without Warning

Tears stream down my face as I write these words exposing my heart, my feelings and my emotions. It has been a whirlwind of a year. My continued prayer to God is that I prove faithful to Him through this and continue to allow Him to use this journey, and me for His glory. He …

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Out of the Pit

Friday night studies. I will be honest, if I knew it would be this difficult I may not have done it. Okay, selfishly I absolutely would not have done it. You see, I'm dyslexic. I struggle with reading. Sometimes I have great anxiety over it, and reading comprehension ? well, that's another animal all together. "With …

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In The Attic

The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Psalm 34:18 (NIV) Like layers of an onion so is moving forward through a diagnoses of breast cancer, seeing girlfriends battle cancer and treatment, stages of my own grief and grief of others, watching someone so close to you cling …

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Tears On My Pillow

If there was no love there would be no grief The loss of my loves is beyond belief Grieving is timeless and does not discriminate Brokenhearted, hurting, too much to articulate Tears on my pillow Sadly, I am not alone Loss in living when your loved one is gone Intense, chaotic, emotions so strong I …

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