SUICIDE: Not a Sexy Subject

I am no expert. I have no specialized credentials or formalized training. What I do have is a special love and concern for law enforcement, the military and their families; the lost, the broken and the hurting. What I am is a daughter of a USAF Pilot, I was a spouse to a law enforcement …

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Unwavering Faith

I watch as she peacefully sleeps praying over her mom With unwavering faith she knows where her hope comes from. Exhausted, determined to make the most of their time remaining, Reading scripture, sweet messages from friends, family and waiting.   “I will love you always, my special Lady” adorns a sweet bouquet; A loving husbands …

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Without Warning

Tears stream down my face as I write these words exposing my heart, my feelings and my emotions. It has been a whirlwind of a year. My continued prayer to God is that I prove faithful to Him through this and continue to allow Him to use this journey, and me for His glory. He …

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In The Attic

The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Psalm 34:18 (NIV) Like layers of an onion so is moving forward through a diagnoses of breast cancer, seeing girlfriends battle cancer and treatment, stages of my own grief and grief of others, watching someone so close to you cling …

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Our Youngest Baby Turns 17

As I lay in bed tonight sweet memories flood my mind of an evening 17 years ago. I was in bed unable to sleep. It was 9 days after my 9 month due date. We were scheduled to be at St. David's hospital the morning of October 9, 1998 to be induced. Tossing and turning, …

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