Grateful …

Grateful for a day of purging. I haven’t been well enough in recent months, and if I may be completely honest, I think it’s actually been many years of difficulty that found me procrastinating and pushing things aside. ” I will do it later.” “I just don’t have the energy or the heart.” Two divorces, a tragic-almost fatal car wreck (Tyler), PTSD, job lay off, death of both my parents and a dear friends child, extreme teenage difficulty, being alone and lonely, cancer, etc. Blah, blah, blah .. It’s the yucky stuff life deals us and I let it sway me back and forth in the storm of life. Again, so grateful for a day of purging. This is how i used to be. Things in their place, no major excess, because I took care of business regularly. Well, I’m BACK! I’ve had many conversations with God especially today that I can’t do it alone.
He heard.
He answered.
He’s awesome!
4 large refuse bags delivered to Goodwill.

Slowly God is restoring my heart, soul, passions, desires and this piece will be pivotal in creating amazing Thanksgiving, Christmas, special occasion meals. Gathering together like Momma and Daddy showed us and using the things they left us. My sisters and I share the majority of their beautiful things. That’s how we like it.
I am not finished and I am not yet where I want to be but I am sure not where I was. I give God all the glory for that.
This is a treasured piece by the precious owner. I feel the love and warmth she has and feel the very same. I just know we will be lasting friends. What a wonderful day!

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